Friday, April 30, 2010

Matt Kennon - The Call

I absolutely love this video. The song has such a huge emotional impact, as does the video. Enjoy!



Giveaway - Forbidden Passion by Rita Herron

How about one more giveaway for the day?  Can't think of a better way to close out April than with a chance to win an awesome book!  Once again, my thanks to Hachette Book Group for allowing me to do this fab giveaway!  I am offering readers a chance to win 1 of 5 copies of Forbidden Passion by Rita Herron!  I have this book and am dying to get started!!  Here's a bit of info on the book:

Forbidden Passion
SHE SEES HIM IN HER DREAMS...

Fueled by her family's murder years ago, Dr. Marlena Bender has devoted her life to understanding violent criminals. But when a serial killer in this small Southern town starts taking the lives of women in diabolical ways--leaving trophies of his kills on Marlena's doorstep--it all hits too close to home. Terrified, Marlena turns to the only man she can trust...the man who saved her life.

BUT HIS SECRET IS HER WORST NIGHTMARE.

Sheriff Dante Valtrez would move heaven and earth to keep Marlena safe, but he's not the savior she thinks he is. A dark legacy runs through his blood and a dangerous secret lies within him. Now a fierce, hot, ruthless desire draws Dante and Marlena together--as a demonic force from his past threatens to rip them apart, destroying everything they hold dear.
Entering is very easy - simply leave a comment along with your email address!  Yep, that's all there is to it, my friends!  U.S. and Canadian addresses only, please and no P.O. Box address.  Contest will be open until May 14th, with the winners being randomly drawn shortly thereafter.  Prizes sent directly by the publisher.

Thanks and Good Luck, Everyone!

Giveaway! Dark Deceptions by Dee Davis!

So, who's up for a little romantic suspense?! I have 5 copies of Dark Deceptions by Dee Davis to giveaway to five lucky winners - thanks to Hachette Book Group!!  Here's a peek:

Dark Deceptions
A-Tac is an elite CIA unit masquerading as faculty at an Ivy League college. Brilliant, badass, and seemingly bulletproof, the members of A-Tac are assigned to the riskiest missions and the most elusive targets.

TORN BETWEEN DUTY AND DESIRE


Covert operations expert Nash Brennon has spent the last eight years trying to forget Annie Gallagher, his former field partner and the only woman he ever loved. Annie betrayed him when he needed her most, then vanished without a trace. Now suddenly she's back in the game - this time as a suspected traitor and threat to national security.


Annie's son has been kidnapped by political terrorists. The price for his life? Assassinate a UN ambassador. When Nash and his group find her, the smoldering passion between Annie and the man she swore she'd never contact again blazes out of control. But can Nash trust her? The stakes couldn?t be higher: Their enemy's endgame is personal, and one false move could cost them their lives.
Sound good?!  Okay, now for the down and dirty details on how to enter...  Are you ready?.... Leave a comment below, along with your email address.  That's it!  I know, pretty intense, lol.  There are a couple of restrictions: US and Canadian addresses only, please and no P.O. Box addresses.  Contest will be open until midnight, May 14th, with the winners being randomly drawn shortly thereafter.  Prizes shipped from publisher.

Thanks and Good Lucky, Everyone!!


Let's all go to the hop!

 
About the Hop:
This is a weekly event, hosted here, where book bloggers and readers can connect to find new blogs to read.  It's a great way to network with other bloggers and make new friends!  Every day I seem to find another book blog that I start following. In the spirit of the Friday Follow, I thought it would be cool to do a Book Blogger Hop to give us all bookies a chance to connect and find new blogs that we may be missing out on!  It will also give blog readers a chance to find other book blogs that they may not know existed!

Thanks to Jennifer at Crazy for Books for starting this amazingly fun weekly meme!!  (Click here) to join in the fun!!

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Interview - Get to Know Barry Eva!!

Across the PondToday I am thrilled to pieces to welcome Barry Eva to Cafe of Dreams!  Not only is Barry an awesome, kind-hearted, humorous person, but he is also an amazing author!  If you have not checked out his work, you must do so!!!  I had the pleasure of reviewing Across the Pond a while back (click here to check out the review) and it is an excellent and memorable YA story!! 

I hope everyone enjoys, has fun and if you have a question for the person being interviewed, please feel free to ask away!



Share with us a favorite memory
There are so many, it’s a case of where to start, holiday laughter, completing my first London Marathon, the first smile of my children, sporting events, family events, times of laughter and tears. I suppose though I need to try and whittle it down.
It was one of those summer days that live in ones memories forever, ones that start before dawn and never seem to end. The sky was as blue as the glass in the windows of Notre Dame Cathedral. I’d planned and spending the day with my then girlfriend. We drove the few miles from the house to the seafront, where the blue of the sea seemed to merge into that of the sky. The white topped waves gently played along the length of the horizon, like a dressmaker adding frills to a dress, only enhancing the view. The sun, like a golden globe beat gently down on us, kept from the heat by the cool breeze that wafted across the two of us as we lay lost in the sandy hills that surrounded a small cove.
The world seemed to stop still that day, time past silently without either of us knowing. The evening came as the sun set, just kissing the night with its red glow, starlight taking its place. It was a day of magic, of love, of two people lost in each other. A day made for love and for lovers.
It is just a shame the magic did not last and a week later the girl and I split up. However I still remember that magic day.

Describe a perfect meal - including menu and those present
I would love to once more have one of my favorite family Christmas meals, though it may surprise some, not the main Turkey Christmas Dinner, but the Boxing Day cold meat special.
Boxing Day in England and many other places around the world happens on December 26th, and while Christmas Dinner is all dash and preparation, Boxing Day is more relax and have fun.  It is normally cold meats, pickles, salads and anything else in the snack line, with silly games being played, major sporting events to share including friendly family wages on the large number of horse races and a time for family to share. A meal where there is always a second helping of laughter.

Favorite ways to relax
I love to go singing karaoke with my mate from Liverpool or as we’d call him in London, a “Scouser”. We always have fun, singing duets as well as our own solo spots, bringing the sounds of the likes of the Beatles and the Searchers to the American people. No matter what how or when, a couple of beers, good company and a song or two always changes the fun time into sunshine.

If you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be and why?
This is not hard for anybody who knows me to answer. Back home in England. Perhaps on the south coast, somewhere like “Walton-on-the-Naze”. Even back where my family roots are (going back several hundred years) in Cornwell. While I am now in the US, it does not mean I don’t miss my England every day that passes.
If you could only read books by one author, who would it be? *I know, this is an inconceivable thought, lol
I should really say me, but of course there are not many of mine to read right now.  If I had to chose one author whose books I’d read, that would keep me smiling as well as providing plenty of reading matter, I guess I’d have to say “Piers Anthony”. His “Xanth” series with all the play on words and tounge in cheek comments has always brought a smile to my face, and with the amount he churns out I’d be kept busy for a long time.
Share with us a few of your dreams - whether they have been fulfilled or not.
I was once told by an ex girlfriend “Memories live longer than dreams and the memory of you is more beautiful than the most beautifulist of dreams”. One always has dreams, stars you can reach for, targets you can aim for.  My dreams have come true in various aspects of my life, and I make sure that I try and live everyday to keep those and fresh dreams bubbling through.  I was asked not so long ago, if I feared death, if I feel I have not done all I should do in my life.
When I look back on my life, I have done things, been places and left my mark on this world. Sure we would all change a few things along the way, the “what if’s”. However I feel I can look back on my life and say “This was Barry Eva” he made a few people smile along the way.

If you could leave the world with one piece of advice, what would it be?
There are several, which I try and live as I preach.
“Live your life from day to day, because tomorrow is the first day of the rest of your life”.
 “Have faith in yourself. “
“A smile uses fewer muscles than a frown, so why waste energy”
Finally my favorite for people stuck in relationships that perhaps they should not be in.
“You have to learn to leave the table, when loves no longer being served.”

What are some of your guilty pleasures?
Guilty, who’s guilty? lol
Okay, I love sport, I love to laugh, I enjoy a beer (I mean real beer not American frozen water). I often eat a tub of ice-cream at one time, and you can’t beat a good old singsong.


Where to find Barry Eva:

Check out my new radio show blog:

Radio Blog: http://abookandachat.blogspot.com
Humor Blog: http://laughithoughtmytrouserswouldneverdry.blogspot.com
 

Across the Pond Blog: http://acrossthepond-storyheart.blogspot.com
Blog Talk Radio Show: http://www.blogtalkradio.com/Across-the-Pond
Book Site: http://across-t-pond.com
Amazon Reviews: http://tinyurl.com/o7sokp
Video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P2hn1q0DZ34

Twitter: storyheart52 (though do not really use it much except for the radio shows)
Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/storyheart

About Barry Eva:

Born in Barnet, Hertfordshire, Barry, also known as “Storyheart”, left his beloved England in 2000,moving to the USA to be with the woman he'd met and fallen in love with on the Internet.

Better known for his short romance stories on the net and in his book “Stories from the Heart”.Barry is popular for narrating his stories on local TV or as a guest on other media stations,where his whit, oratory, and old-fashioned English charm make him a popular interviewee.

At present, Barry is living in Connecticut, with his wife and two children.

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I want to sincerely thank Barry for taking the time to answer my questions.  I absolutely LOVED his answers and many of his comments have put a smile upon my face.  Thank you, Barry!  By the way - can't wait for your next brilliant release! :)

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*If you would like to participate in this series, please send an email to me at cafeofdreamsbookreviews@yahoo.com and I will send the questions to you.  This is open for authors and bloggers!  I'm hoping to make this an extended event and have several great responses so far!!  I hope everyone enjoys, has fun and if you have a question for the person being interviewed, please feel free to ask away!

Monday, April 26, 2010

Mailbox Monday 4/26

Mailbox Monday is the gathering place for readers to share the books that came into their house last week. Warning: Mailbox Monday can lead to envy, toppling TBR piles and humongous wish lists. Thanks, so much, to Marcia at The Printed Page, for hosting this awesomely fun meme!!

It is so much fun to see what others have received - not to mention add more titles to that ever lengthening wish list, lol!!  

What goodies did you receive last week?!

Forbidden Passion 
Forbidden Passion by Rita Herron (from Hachette Book Group - ck back in the next day or two for your chance to win 1 of 5 copies!)

SHE SEES HIM IN HER DREAMS...

Fueled by her family's murder years ago, Dr. Marlena Bender has devoted her life to understanding violent criminals. But when a serial killer in this small Southern town starts taking the lives of women in diabolical ways--leaving trophies of his kills on Marlena's doorstep--it all hits too close to home. Terrified, Marlena turns to the only man she can trust...the man who saved her life.

BUT HIS SECRET IS HER WORST NIGHTMARE.

Sheriff Dante Valtrez would move heaven and earth to keep Marlena safe, but he's not the savior she thinks he is. A dark legacy runs through his blood and a dangerous secret lies within him. Now a fierce, hot, ruthless desire draws Dante and Marlena together--as a demonic force from his past threatens to rip them apart, destroying everything they hold dear.

Dark Deceptions 
Dark Deceptions by Dee Davis (from Hachette Book Groups - be sure to ck back in the next day or two for your chance to win 1 of 5 copies!)

A-Tac is an elite CIA unit masquerading as faculty at an Ivy League college. Brilliant, badass, and seemingly bulletproof, the members of A-Tac are assigned to the riskiest missions and the most elusive targets.

TORN BETWEEN DUTY AND DESIRE

Covert operations expert Nash Brennon has spent the last eight years trying to forget Annie Gallagher, his former field partner and the only woman he ever loved. Annie betrayed him when he needed her most, then vanished without a trace. Now suddenly she's back in the game - this time as a suspected traitor and threat to national security.

Annie's son has been kidnapped by political terrorists. The price for his life? Assassinate a UN ambassador. When Nash and his group find her, the smoldering passion between Annie and the man she swore she'd never contact again blazes out of control. But can Nash trust her? The stakes couldn?t be higher: Their enemy's endgame is personal, and one false move could cost them their lives.

Everything Is Broken: A Tale of Catastrophe in Burma 
Everything is Broken by Emma Larkin (from publisher for TLC tour)

A deeply reported account of life inside Burma in the months following the disastrous Cyclone Nargis and an analysis of the brutal totalitarian regime that clings to power in the devastated nation.

On May 2, 2008, an enormous tropical cyclone made landfall in Burma, wreaking untold havoc and leaving an official toll of 138,300 dead and missing. In the days that followed, the sheer scale of the disaster became apparent as information began to seep out from the hard-hit delta area. But the Burmese regime, in an unfathomable decision of near-genocidal proportions, provided little relief to its suffering population and blocked international aid from entering the country. Hundreds of thousands of Burmese citizens lacked food, drinking water, and basic shelter, but the xenophobic generals who rule the country refused emergency help.

Emma Larkin, who has been traveling to and secretly reporting on Burma for years, managed to arrange for a tourist visa in those frenzied days and arrived hoping to help. It was impossible for anyone to gauge just how much devastation the cyclone had left in its wake; by all accounts, including the regime's, it was a catastrophe of epic proportions. In Everything Is Broken, Emma Larkin chronicles the chaotic days and months that followed the storm, revealing the secretive politics of Burma's military dictatorship and the bizarre combination of vicious military force, religion, and mysticism that defined its unthinkable response to this horrific event.

The Burmese regime hid the full extent of the storm's devastation from the rest of the world, but the terrible consequences for Burma and its citizens continue to play out months after the headlines have faded from newspapers around the world. In Everything Is Broken, Larkin-whose deep knowledge of the Burmese people has afforded her unprecedented access and a rare understanding of life under Burmese oppression-provides a singular portrait of the regime responsible for compounding the tragedy and examines the historical, religious, and superstitious setting that created Burma's tenacious and brutal dictatorship. Writing under an assumed name, Larkin delivers the heretofore untold story of a disaster that stunned the world, unveiling as she does so the motivations of the impenetrable generals who govern this troubled nation.

The Turning Book 1: What Curiosity Kills
The Turning by Helen Ellis (from Sourcebooks Fire for tour)

Nobody can know your secret.
Nobody can know your power.

But if nobody knows who you are to begin with...what's stopping you?

I whisper, "What's so special about me all of a sudden?"
Nick says, "The Turning."
Mary feels different, but can't explain why. The fainting, the strange cravings...and worse, the things she's noticed about her body.
Mary doesn't know where to turn. If she tells her parents or her sister, she'll risk losing everything. She has no other family, no way of knowing if what she's going through is normal. Everyone she's ever known and loved could reject her...

"Helen Ellis is the kind of writer that makes the pages fly and the kind of friend readers will wish they had growing up."
-Hannah Tinti, ALA Alex Award-winning auth or of The Good Thief

Magickeepers: The Pyramid of Souls 
Magic Keepers: The Pyramid of Souls (bk 2) by Erica Kirov (provided by Sourcebooks for review)

It was stolen from Alexander the Great. To keep it safe, Edgar Allen Poe bargained away his sanity. And somebody suckered P. T. Barnum to get their hands on it. It's the most closely guarded secret in the magician community. And it's missing.

What would you do to protect your family from an ancient pyramid capable of stealing your very soul?

Nick Rostov finally has the life he's always dreamed-and he'll do anything to protect it.
Nick has only now discovered he is part of an extended Russian family of magicians: the Magickeepers. He lives with his eccentric new relatives at the Winter Palace Hotel and Casino in Las Vegas, where they perform daring feats of magic to a packed house. Real magic.
But Nick and his family face a new danger in the form of a stolen relic, the Pyramid of Souls. The tiny pyramid has traded hands many times throughout history. Its power can steal a magician's very soul.
Nick knows who took it: Rasputin, leader of the Shadowkeepers. Using his unique ability as a Gazer-one who can see into the past-Nick enlists his cousin Isabella to help him find it. Soon, the two are hot on the evil sorcerer's trail...until Isabella's soul is trapped by the very relic they're trying to find.
Nick will do anything to rescue Isabella and recover the Pyramid of Souls. But will it be enough to save his family?

The Confessions of Catherine de Medici: A Novel
The Confessions of Catherine DeMedici by C.W. Gortner (from publisher for Pump Up Your Book Tour)

Catherine de Medici uses her natural and supernatural gifts to protect the French throne in Gortner's (The Last Queen) portrait of a queen willing to sacrifice happiness and reputation to fulfill her family's royal destiny. Orphan Catherine has her first vision at age 10, and three years later is betrothed to Henri d'Orleans, brother of the sickly heir to the French throne. She heads to France with a vial of poison hidden among her possessions, and after negotiating an uneasy truce with her husband's mistress, she matures into a powerful court presence, though power, she learns, comes at a price. Three of her sons become king in succession as the widow Catherine wields ever-increasing influence to keep the ambitious de Guise clan at bay and religious adversaries from murdering each other. Gortner's is not the first fictional reinterpretation of a historical villainess—Catherine's role in the St. Bartholomew's Day Massacre, for instance, is recounted in a way sympathetic to her—but hers is remarkably thoughtful in its insight into an unapologetically ruthless queen. (May)
Copyright © Reed Business Information, a division of Reed Elsevier Inc. All rights reserved.
The Crossing Places (A Ruth Galloway Mystery)
The Crossing Places by Elly Griffiths (copy won from GetGlue)

When she's not digging up bones or other ancient objects, quirky, tart-tongued archaeologist Ruth Galloway lives happily alone in a remote area called Saltmarsh near Norfolk, land that was sacred to its Iron Age inhabitants--not quite earth, not quite sea. When a child's bones are found on a desolate beach nearby, Detective Chief Inspector Harry Nelson calls Galloway for help. Nelson thinks he has found the remains of Lucy Downey, a little girl who went missing ten years ago. Since her disappearance he has been receiving bizarre letters about her, letters with references to ritual and sacrifice. The bones actually turn out to be two thousand years old, but Ruth is soon drawn into the Lucy Downey case and into the mind of the letter writer, who seems to have both archaeological knowledge and eerie psychic powers. Then another child goes missing and the hunt is on to find her. As the letter writer moves closer and the windswept Norfolk landscape exerts its power, Ruth finds herself in completely new territory--and in serious danger. The Crossing Places marks the beginning of a captivating new crime series featuring an irresistible heroine.

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Succubus on Top (Georgina Kincaid, Book 2)
Succubus on Top (Georgina Kincaid Bk 2) by Richelle Mead

Love hurts, and no one knows it better than Georgina Kincaid. If she so much as kisses Seth Mortensen, the shy, sexy, incredibly gifted Seattle writer she's been dating, she'll drain his life force. Georgina is a succubus - a demon who draws her power from other men's pleasure. Admittedly, the shapeshifting and immortality perks are terrific, and yes, Georgina did choose to join the ranks of hell centuries ago. But it seems completely unfair that a she-demon whose purpose is seduction can't get hot and heavy with the one mortal who knows and accepts her for who she is...It's not just her personal life that's in chaos. Doug, Georgina's co-worker at a local bookstore, has been exhibiting bizarre behaviour, and Georgina suspects that something far more demonic than double espressos is at work. She could use help finding out, but Bastien, an irresistibly charming incubus and her best immortal friend, is preoccupied with corrupting an ultra-conservative talk radio star - and giving Georgina some highly distracting come-hither vibes. Georgina is going to have to work solo on this one - and fast because soon, Doug's life won't be the only one on the line... 

Fallen
Fallen by Lauren Kate

Grade 8 Up—Luce must spend her senior year at reform school after her boyfriend dies in a mysterious fire. She suspects that the dark shadows that have tormented her all her life had something to do with it. When she meets supernaturally gorgeous Daniel, she feels a familiar longing, making her believe they have met before. Although Cam is clearly interested in her, Luce only wants Daniel, who runs both hot and cold. He tries to keep Luce at a distance, telling her that the truth would kill her as it has many times before. The first chapter is gripping and foreshadows the supernatural elements to come. The plot revolves around lovers who find one another, only to lose one another over and over again in a story that spans centuries. Instead of vampires, though, these are fallen angels. Many elements are not resolved, such as the cause of the fire and why angels are at this school. Still, fans of supernatural romance will be lining up for this book despite its flaws, and begging for a sequel.—Kris Hickey, Columbus Metropolitan Library, OH
Copyright © Reed Business Information, a division of Reed Elsevier Inc. All rights reserved.


Sunday, April 25, 2010

(32) Watermark by: Vanitha Sankaran

Watermark: A Novel of the Middle Ages 
Watermark: A Novel of the Middle Ages
By: Vanitha Sankaran
 Paperback: 368 pages 
 Publisher: Avon A (April 13, 2010)
 *copy provided by publisher for review on the TLC tours

An engrossing, insightful and delightfully addicting novel of life during the 1300's.  Watermark is the story of a young girl whose mother died giving birth to her.  If that isn't difficult enough, she is born albino, thought to be an evil child of the devil, and has her tongue cut from her mouth shortly after birth, by a midwife's apprentice. 

Growing up in the security of her older sister and loving father, Auda soon grows into a world that endangers her life, simply because she is different.  The world in which she lives has strict thoughts on who should be what and do what, how each should look and if there are strays from this mold, most are prosecuted.  This is a time where witches and heretics are burned at the stake, Inquisitions and heavy handed crusades against Jews and Infidels are taking place.   Bright, talented and kind, Auda dreams of writing, helping her father with his business and being happy.  As she grows to be a woman, Auda searches for her place, for happiness and for love.


Vanitha Sankaran displays an incredible talent with her debut novel, Watermark.  Her story is well written and takes the reader into the time period of the 1300's with an ease and attention to detail that will transport and engage.  I enjoyed the character of Auda, as well as Auda's sister, father and other characters that revolved around her, making her story a story that will appeal to lovers of historical fiction.  I am anxious to see what the future holds in store for this author and greatly look forward to her upcoming works!

*overall rating 4/5


About Watermark:

Watermark is an atmospheric and compelling debut novel about the search for identity, the power of self-expression, and the value of the written word.

The daughter of a papermaker in 1320s France, Auda has an ability to read and write that comes from a place of need. Silenced, she finds hope and opportunity in the intricacies of her father’s craft. But the powerful forces of the ruling parties in France form a nearly insurmountable obstacle.

In a time when new ideas were subject to accusations of heresy, Auda dares to defy the status quo. Born albino, believed to be cursed, and rendered mute before she’s ever spoken, her very survival is a testament to the strength of her spirit. As Auda grows into womanhood, she reclaims her heritage in a quest for love and a sense of self.

Excerpt:

INTRODUCTION – WINTER 1300
CHAPTER 1
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Elena clutched her distended belly and tried not to cry out. A cold
winter draft blew through crevices in the cottage’s half-timbered walls. Yet
rivulets of sweat still ran down the sides of her face. Propped in a corner,
straddling a hay bale, she crossed her arms over the life growing inside her.
“Not y-yet,” she hiccupped amid the fierce pain cramping her belly.
She tilted her head back to stop her tears from falling and the salty moisture
dripped into her throat. Her gaze rested on the wildflowers drying upside
down in the corner. An old tune flitted through her head, a folksong her own
mother had taught her, the lyrics long forgotten. In a broken voice, she
hummed the melody.
Another sharp pang shot though her and she doubled over with a low
cry. Warm liquid surged between her legs. She reached to feel the sticky
wetness: thick dark blood. She looked across the room, over the floor
of withered rushes and past the hearth to the single plank of wood that
served as supper table, kitchen lath, and her husband Martin’s workbench.
A near-empty flagon of wine rested beside his paper vat.
Knocking her head back against the wall, she cried out for him. He
had left hours earlier with their daughter, Poncia, to find the midwife. Why
hadn’t they returned?
The door flung open and an elderly woman stumbled through on thick
legs and swollen knees. Not the midwife but someone else. Biatris, the
healer. Had Martin brought her? She’d lost track of everything but the pain.
The woman directed her assistant, Onors, to build up the dwindled
fire, then hovered over Elena. The healer looked like a leathery vegetable,
weathered and withered, with a head of white curls wiry like the hairs of an
old onion.
Elena whimpered and searched for her husband. She found him
standing in the shadows, holding their daughter. Fear shone in his dark eyes.
She tried to smile. He shook his head only once. Onors trundled him
outside.
Elena keened a low cry after him. Another wave of birthing blood
coursed onto the linen blanket tucked between her legs. The bleeding had to
stop, but how? She curled her head over her stomach.
“Rest easy,” Biatris said. She reached out to steady Elena, then
glanced at her apprentice. “We need a compress of cinquefoil root to slow
the bleeding. Look in the kitchen garden.”
The young girl cast Biatris a grateful look and slipped outside. A cold
winter gust blew through the rickety cottage and the door slammed shut.
Elena gasped again, arms encircling her belly. Her body pushed out globs of
half-clotted blood.
The healer shoved a cup of wine at Elena. She choked on the bitter
poppy-laced drink.
Its warmth slid down her throat and seeped into her veins, limbs, belly, and
head. Soon a slow drowse tugged at her mind. The upsurge of pain receded
into a dull ache and then into nothing. Her fingers relaxed and dropped the
cup. She blinked, her vision murky, her eyelids weighted down.
Biatris stumbled among the stools and barrels cluttering the dim oneroom
home. Elena tossed her head back and forth. Oh, Martin would be
angry, the way the woman pushed aside his tools, quills, and ink that lay
scattered on the supper board.
Another jolt of pain knifed through her belly. Elena stifled a gasp and
breathed in and out to calm herself.
“That’s it, loosen the muscles,” the healer said, picking up Elena’s
cup. She waddled to the table and washed her hands in the basin of river
water, then dried each finger.
A low moan escaped Elena’s lips. Pangs of homesickness and pain
mingled together. “Mare,” she sobbed. But her mother wasn’t there. Elena
was alone, without mother, aunts, or cousins who could see her through this
birth. Surely there would have been work enough for Martin in the family
paper mill back home. Why had they ever left? A forlorn sadness gurgled
through her lips. Her limbs slackened.
Biatris passed a full cup of the drugged wine back to her, then lowered
herself beside the makeshift seat of hay.
Elena blinked back tears and swallowed the draught. She felt cold,
too cold, her only remaining warmth focused in the lump of her belly. The
metallic stench of blood gagged in her throat. She wheezed. Why was it so
hard to breathe?
“My child. My babe,” she said in a fading whisper. She dropped the
cup. Dry tongue licked dry lips. Would her babe survive? How, motherless
in this world? She focused on the healer, who reached to touch her clammy
forehead and smooth her sweat-soaked hair. “Please.”
Biatris gripped her hand and leaned in. “The Church permits us only
to cut babes from dead wombs.” Her gaze darted to the door through which
the young assistant had disappeared. “By then it may be too late.” She
stared into Elena’s eyes.
What had she said – dead wombs, dead babes? Elena stared back,
comprehension dawning. She placed her hands on either side of her belly
and felt the receding warmth.
“Cut my babe free,” she said in a whisper. Her breath burbled into a
sob. Who would look out for her children, both of them? She struggled to
remember what her daughter looked like.
The healer looked at her. “No time to call for a priest, but I bless you
in God’s name. He will understand.”
Struggling to her feet, the healer reached for her bag and uncorked a
clay bottle. She poured a thick white salve on Elena’s belly and rubbed the
numbing balm in circles into her cold skin.
“Prepare yourself,” she said and shoved a wooden stick between
Elena’s teeth. Her hand curved around the haft of her large knife. She
placed the tip of the blade on Elena’s pregnant bulge and drew in her breath.
Exhaling, she pushed the knife in hard.
Elena screamed, a shrill cry that split the bare room. The stick slipped
from her mouth and fell onto the straw. The woman was killing her – the
babe too? The healer pulled the blade through her thick flesh. Elena
screamed again. Her stomach tore apart like a split gourd. She kicked,
trying to escape the agony.
The healer broke through her belly and reached into her womb. Elena
thrashed, shrieking. Biatris pressed on her abdomen and drew the child out,
guiding its head and shoulders into the cold air. The infant’s scream rang
out.
Elena sobbed. Her babe lived.
In the background, the healer fussed over the child, cleaning the
mucous from its eyes, nose and mouth. Elena closed her eyes and drew in
ragged breaths.
But then Biatris gasped. “My God.”
Elena turned her pain-swollen gaze to her babe. Another girl? A
boy? “Alive?”
“Your babe has will to live,” the healer said, though Elena heard
reluctance in her voice.
Biatris brought the infant close but Elena couldn’t see, could only feel
its slimy skin stick to hers. She tried to smile, but her lips felt heavy and
curved downward.
“My babe,” she said. Her fingers swiped at the air and fell. The room
grew dimmer. A tune – her babe needed a tune. Again her mother’s song
ran through her head; with cracked sobs, Elena tried to hum along. A few
words surfaced in her hazy memory.
Love, my love, how can a mortal be
So pure, and innocent as is she.
Dressed in beauty, will and God’s grace
What wonders will she see?
Such wonders you will see, she thought to her child, and closed her
eyes.


About Vanitha Sankaran:

Vanitha Sankaran holds an MFA in creative writing from Antioch University. In addition, her short stories have been published in numerous journals, such as Mindprints, Futures, Prose Ax, and The Midnight Mind. She is at work on her second novel, which is about printmaking in Italy during the High Renaissance.

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